all poetry

*Must see

These days I have thoughts of nothing,
these days, there's no reason to be,
unless, I could watch world crushing,
such show we are surly must see.

23:56 21.01.2024
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*I took a test

I took a test on some crappy site,
the waste of time, though it showed I'm smart,
such shame, that it's stupid to be,
this smart in a world that won't be.

23:57 21.01.2024
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*stay human

I'd like to stay human
But I don't wanna be one
Like looking for meaning all times.
It seems that I am searching
But nothing would come from the sea
In a matter of time.


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*Keeping a shadow

Keeping a shadow
On things that came past
For absurd foreseeing the fortune.
Unless I forget -
I could not be at last
At peace with the present and future.

Keeping a shadow
To dream about sea
For coming to peace without meaning.
Closing my eyes
I am no one - you see?
Like time, and like wind - fleeting.

Ksandra Luna
17 Dec 2024

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02:18 05/08/2025

*Secret I shall keep

Romanticise the things I always hated,
See with my eyes the stuff I won't believe.
"Me" doesn't matter, I am fleeting like a flower,
But couldn't bring myself to care about such thing.

I never cry, unless I'm strangely cloudless,
There less emotions in an everlasting fog.
I hoped for clarity — yet I am out of power,
To even wish for things, to even hope.

And I'm not sad, I'm just, contained in stillness,
Rejecting even things I once believed.
And that's ok, or maybe not, it doesn't matter,
What matters — is a secret I shall keep.